she lives in a fairytale, somewhere to far for us

I just started the abc diet too, im 17
<3

Tue, 03 Aug 2010 01:39:17 -0400

good luck! and remember to take care of yourself(:

Thanks for following. <3
Random fact: My mom calls me Alex, instead of Alexa like everyone else. hahaha

Hey, good luck with the ABC diet. ;]

Tue, 03 Aug 2010 01:37:46 -0400

lol your welcome, Alex(: and thank you!

rant.

Sun, 11 Jul 2010 02:47:25 -0400

I’m having the worst night. I feel like crap. I feel like a fat disgusting ugly cow. I really do. I’ve been binging like crazy even though I told myself I wouldn’t. ),: why is it so hard? Why can’t I be who I want to be? tomorrow I’m going to go to the beach and I reallllllly don’t want to wear a bathing suit but I’d be weird if I didn’t. I won’t be able to go in the water if I feel too fat. And I love going in the water and feeling free. And it’s so much fun when me and my friends get hit by the waves and we laugh for the longest time(: I miss that. But all I can think about is how fat I feel. Anyway, I have to wake up super early, take a shower, pack my things and get dressed. Then off to the beach and I dunno what I doing after that. I’m restricting myself to 500 cals. mostly fruits. I need this. I need to do this. I’m strong, I know I am. So, I think I’m going to read for a bit and then go off to bed. if anyone wants to talk, please don’t hesitate. Just go to my ask and leave your aim there. I’ll be sure to IM you(: Kgoodnight!

I’m going to be posting updates everday starting tomorrow, on my day and my calorie intake and...

Sun, 04 Jul 2010 00:37:08 -0400

I’m going to be posting updates everday starting tomorrow, on my day and my calorie intake and blahblahblah. I’ve written up a schedule as well that I will follow each day. I decided to do this because I soo all over the place and I really need to get organized. :3 here’s my goal list- lose at least 20lbs, redecorate room (paint, sheets, etc..), cut and dye hair, possibly get a Monroe piercing, and fit into my Miley Cyrus jeans haha. Here are some other goals of mine for the summer but they’re not as important: vacation in florida ( already planned :DD), go to a spa, go to warped tour, get a job, learn how to do a split, do random acts of kindness, and donate money to a charitable cause (after I get a job). lol the list will prob get longer soon. Wellnight eveyonee (: peace out!

Anyone please answer?(

Tue, 22 Jun 2010 19:18:55 -0400

Gah! I just had mcD’s :/ I don’t have any healthy food at home so should I not eat for the rest of the day??

Tomorrow is day 4 of ABC diet.

Thu, 10 Jun 2010 01:53:16 -0400

Who wants to join me? (:

Good luck on the abc diet, you can do it! (: You'll only be a day behind me, so we can keep check on each other, haha.

Wed, 02 Jun 2010 22:38:08 -0400

thank you! haha, yeah totally! it’s like so hard for me so I need all the support I can get and I’ll gladly support anyone else who needs it too(:good luck to you!

So I was looking through so old pictures of me...

Wed, 02 Jun 2010 22:34:55 -0400

and ohmyfreakinggosh! I looked so good. I used to think I was fat -___- It just inspires me to lose this weight even more. Today was eh, I didn’t do as well as I thought ‘cause I had a random emotional moment after school and mini-binged. I know tomorrow will be better!

Day 2 of abc diet, which means I can have 500 calories tomorrow. This is what I’m planning:

B- poptart(it’s my only option) and water (180)

L- Salad, poptart, and water (280)

D- chicken cutlet, salad, and water (200)

Intake= 660

Outtake- Elliptical (150), abs (100), bike (50)

total= 360

Tip: Apparently when you first begin to diet, you’re body is so not used to not having all those carbs/caffeine so you might begin to develop headaches, dizziness, or even mood swings. To help with this it VERY important to drink lots of water (8 glasses a day) and getting ENOUGH sleep. :)

(via fuckyeahhlove)

Tue, 01 Jun 2010 21:12:54 -0400

(via fuckyeahhlove)

answer my question, please?

Tue, 01 Jun 2010 20:32:45 -0400

I am crying as I speak. Today was so so so hard, all I wanted to do was crawl under my covers and sleep forever. I was incredibly irritable and I had a major headache afterschool, so I binged. I felt better for a while, but then I regretted it so much. I was doing so well earlier. :( I need some advice on how to get rid of these headaches and mood swings I get while dieting. Does anyone else have this problem!? please tell me so I can continue thinking I’m sane. Gah, school is almost over. That’s like the only positive thing. I still feel fat.

Personal Rule #2: Numbered Bites

Sun, 30 May 2010 14:32:05 -0400

tacokel:

ALWAYS number your bites!

For example, say, “I’m only gonna eat ____ bites of this.”
Then, use a smaller fork or spoon for the same number of bites. This way, you’re eating less without hardly trying!

haha!

Diet buddies anyone?

Sun, 30 May 2010 13:58:00 -0400

I’m sixteen and live in america =] I’m 5’6, my cw is 164, and my ugw is 124 =x so let me know if you’re interested! kbyeee.

ifeelsoalivewithyou: beneathmybones: whileimhot: blowthosefucki...

Sat, 29 May 2010 23:09:01 -0400

ifeelsoalivewithyou:

beneathmybones:

whileimhot: blowthosefuckingwords | gabwhoa | badbadbeans

everything but my left elbow on the desk and the messy room.

my elbow is on a chair arm….

omg, i was doing EXACTLY all of this when i read it. lmfao O.o

GURRRL. :D

Tue, 25 May 2010 17:00:53 -0400

Heyy, lovelies. It’s like so hot outside! Too bad the pool’s not open :/ So far, I’m doing pretty good on not snacking. (:

B- coffee, small donut (280)

L- chicken patty, fries, skim milk (bad, I know!) (450)

S- cupcake (they were selling them at schooool) (150)

D-broccoli with cheese, diet soda, homemade stake. (haven’t had it yet. (250))

Yeah it’s not so great but I’m not going to eat until dinner and then that’s it for the rest of the day.These are all calorie estimate btw

Outake- workout video (later!) should burn around 500 calories.

Total= 630

Bye! hope everyone is doing okay(: ask me question if you’d like, I love answering them.

Hey Grrl!

Okay so I was listening to my playlist on my itunes, and came across a very funny song, that was also a little inspiring... ahha well anyways i think you will like it... it is Fatso by The Story... really old song. and hope you enjoy it! Control your beautiful Self! Loves You! Take care and eat good things!

Sat, 08 May 2010 01:43:06 -0400

thank you <3

starting over

Sat, 08 May 2010 01:41:14 -0400

I just feel like nothing ever works out. Especially my diet, it hasn’t been as good as it should be. I have to lose at least 15 lbs by the middle of june. so I have a little over a month. ._. and if I do this, my reward will be a monroe piercing! xDDDDD so excited for that. I’m not even that worried about the process of getting one, i mean, i have a feeling it’s going to hurt, but only be for a few seconds and it’ll be all worth it!

I’ve learned it’s reaaaaalllly important to be organized when you’re trying to lose weight. keeping a calorie book, writing in it everyday, a devised meal plan, a fridge full of healthy foods, the right mind set, etc…

So yeah, there are some things I really need to start doing again:

-buy groceries

-clean room

-buy new calorie book

-throw out or give away any clothes I don’t use anymore

-devise meal plan

-devise exercise plan

-weigh in and take measures every thursday

so much to do!

Thinspo:

self control

Wed, 28 Apr 2010 01:18:59 -0400

some self control would be great nowadays. Usually at school I do great with my diet. I have a small breakfast (apple or banana/small bagel) and for lunch I’ll have a simple salad. The problem is when I come home, I’ll be so hungry. I don’t even know why! The cravings are bad. And then I say fuck it so I’ll eat whatever I want. I need better self control. it would be great if I could come home and just have an apple. Simple as that. Grr >.

here we go(:

Mon, 19 Apr 2010 00:47:39 -0400

tomorrow is a new day, a new week, a start-over. I’m starting over because I’m just not getting results. I know I’m not trying hard enough, but as I said, tomorrow is a new day and I will accomplish what I set out for. :D Tonight was a trainwreck. :/ Reaching my goal weight would just be amazing. I’m going to do it. just watch me

-I’ll fit into a size 5 jeans

-I’ll look and feel pretty is a dress without covering my arms

-I’ll no longer struggle with the embarrassment that I do everyday

Food doesn’t dominate me. I dominate IT and I will no longer crave it the same way. I’m so serious this time.

Kay, wish me luck lovelies. (: good luck to you all on your journey as well.

why, oh fcking why!

Mon, 12 Apr 2010 20:37:41 -0400

Ugh, Did not do as good as I thought I would. It’s all of these emotions. I’ve been so emotional lately and moody too. MEEEH :/ Alas, Tomorrow is a new day. Doing better, fer sure.

fresh start...

Mon, 12 Apr 2010 00:34:00 -0400

Tomorrow! Or actually it’s today hahah. Wishhhh me luck. :) night everyone. Posting thinspo tomorrow!

she lives in a fairytale, somewhere to far for us

I just started the abc diet too, im 17 <3

Thanks for following. <3 Random fact: My mom calls me Alex, instead of Alexa like everyone else. hahaha Hey, good luck with the ABC diet. ;]

rant.

I’m going to be posting updates everday starting tomorrow, on my day and my calorie intake and...

Anyone please answer?(

Tomorrow is day 4 of ABC diet.

Good luck on the abc diet, you can do it! (: You'll only be a day behind me, so we can keep check on each other, haha.

So I was looking through so old pictures of me...

(via fuckyeahhlove)

answer my question, please?

Personal Rule #2: Numbered Bites

Diet buddies anyone?

ifeelsoalivewithyou: beneathmybones: whileimhot: blowthosefucki...

GURRRL. :D

starting over

self control

here we go(:

why, oh fcking why!

fresh start...

I just started the abc diet too, im 17
<3

Thanks for following. <3
Random fact: My mom calls me Alex, instead of Alexa like everyone else. hahaha

Hey, good luck with the ABC diet. ;]